Kivan, Eron 15, 5531
Tendakeo blinked. His eyes burned. He was forced to press the heels of his palms into them until colors swam. The discomfort faded. He looked around the darkened room. He didn’t know how long he had been sitting transfixed, but the room seemed undisturbed. The lab door was still securely shut, and he was alone.
He looked at the holo-field. It showed the simulation, continuing an endless loop. He stood on shaky legs, the chair skidding across the tiles. The world rocked, then something inside his chest shifted, and he could breathe again. He gasped, using the desk for support.
His mind formed simple, straightforward plans, then carried them out. Each one served to calm the panic trying to derail his thoughts. Delete the data from his terminal. Good. Check the backup routines…cleared. He set the terminal system to do a deep cleaning and shut down. It would clean up any errant bits of data on the off-chance they could be viral code-scraps. He stared at the terminal’s processor tower. A block of ultra-plastic and delicate silicate components. If he dashed it against the tile, would that break it?
The thought broke the chain, and he fell into his body once more.
Destroying the terminal would be insanity. It would set off every security alarm in the building and bring every guard holding a weapon to the room. That would earn a minor Mark at the very least. He had to trust that he’d been thorough enough.
No one could ever know that data had ever existed, let alone see it. If they did, Veshrin, whatever was left of him, was dead. If anyone from the Circle were to find out, they’d put everything they had into killing Veshrin and anyone else that knew what had happened to him.
He retrieved the samples from the desk drawer he’d stored them in and took them straight to the incinerator chute in the wall between his and Kamelan’s workstations. He tossed the samples in. They were sucked away with a rush of air, and he hit the close button with a grimace. He’d thought that perhaps he might want them for further study, but now, the idea of him knowing how to stop what was happening felt foolish. Besides, they represented an existential threat now. The less evidence lying around, the better.
With shaking fingers he dismissed the holo-field. He was left in perfect, depthless black. Colors continued to swim in his vision, his mind replaying the simulations. He reached out. His fingers brushed against the terminal and walked across it to retrieve his comm. He slipped it into his right pocket, where it dropped with a dull thud against his thigh. Solid.
He made for the door, his boots clicking against the tiles, the echoes fluttering against the walls like trapped insects. It sprang open at his touch, and the hallway’s brightness flooded the room. Squinting, Tendakeo stepped into the hallway, and found it empty. He checked his comm. It was a few minutes after the start of first shift.
Strange. Just twenty-four hours ago, the world had made sense.
He retrieved his thermal gear from the level’s common room and headed for the nearest lift, his arms and legs feeling stiff and uncooperative. He kept his gaze on the floor as he went. No one stopped him or tried to talk to him, thankfully. If they had, he would have sprinted away.
By the time he reached the lift area, he’d managed to calm somewhat. He stepped into the lift, hit the level panel, and leaned against the back wall. It only went down one level before the doors opened again.
On the other side a Silverbound using an overtly feminine humanoid chassis was standing with two Devotions. The younger of the two looked to be around eleven cycles, and the other at least seventeen. The Silverbound stepped into the lift first, and the cab adjusted to a sudden increase in weight. She stepped aside to allow the silver-haired children to come in.
“Good morn, Sīdus,” the younger Devotion said, looking up at him as she stepped into the cab. She had a strong High Terran accent, like most Circle-educated children. She stood between Tendakeo and the Silverbound woman. Her counterpart gave him a curt nod and stepped in, closer to their guardian.
“Ain’t morning yet,” The older boy muttered. His Germaine was seasoned by Nordique instead. His hair, thick and gleaming, hung about his ears. He was somewhat in need of a trim. “Sunrise is hours off.”
“It’s still a new solar!”
“Children.” A woman’s voice emerged from somewhere on the Silverbound’s form. It buzzed at the edges, like a shaky comm connection. She turned her head slightly towards the older Devotion. Her faceplate had been made of porcelain, and showed a woman with a permanently serene smile that did not match the voice he’d just heard. The brass panels of her chassis scattered light around the lift’s already semi-glossed interior.
“Forgive my flaws, Sīda Mellenè.” The boy seemed genuinely contrite, surprisingly. The lines of Silver crossing his cheeks stood out as he flushed with embarrassment.
“Master them before they can trouble others, and you will not require forgiveness, young Sīdus.” She turned and regarded Tendakeo fully. “I think that’s a sentiment you can understand, can’t you, good Sīdus?”
He swallowed painfully. Her tone wasn’t lost on him. She must have somehow realized he was an exile, not one of the doctor’s on staff. He forced a smile. “Yes, indeed.”
The Silverbound woman nodded in satisfaction. The soul-fire embers kicked off through the openings in her chest rose around her face, multi-colored motes of light that faded before they’d gone more than a few cems from her adopted form.
The ground floor arrived, the signal chime vibrating through the cab. The Devotions went first, then waited for their Silverbound minder to exit. As she passed them the youngest Devotion brushed her hair aside and gave him a huge smile, her Silvered irises glinting in the hallway lighting.
He smiled and waved in response, though he felt a ball of ice forming in his chest. He had to get out of the building. He started towards the reception lobby, heading for the exit. He didn’t look around when he heard his name called. He pushed past people with grunts, ignoring their outrage. He had to get home before Veshrin woke up. And he was going to wake up.
The simulation had run with both Veshrin’s original biometrics and the new ones. Veshrin’s body had become stronger, more efficient. He had always been fragile physically due his genetics. Not anymore. Whatever his cells had become after colonization, they were more resilient, with faster metabolisms, and an adaptability that defied all rational measures. If the rest of his body had already undergone the same transformation, then in a very real sense, he was healthier than he had ever been.
That wasn’t Tendakeo’s concern. He thought of Veshrin’s behavior. It all fell into place. It had been in his nervous system. In his fucking brain. No, it wasn’t killing him. It didn’t seem to kill at all. Every cell it touched thrived, even when producing more of the transmission cells. If he looked at it from a biological perspective, it obviously had a symbiotic purpose. It was ferociously, terrifyingly committed to the preservation of life. That of itself and its host. It changed, it improved. But what about the psyche? What did ‘improve’ mean to this thing in terms of the human mind?
He managed to catch a hopper headed towards the complex. The night sky was clear through the exterior feeds. The moons floated in a sea of stars, one full, and one a waxing slice of light just beginning the lunar’s dance. The colony main-ways hummed with life. It poured into the hopper at each stop. It strolled the paths in the colony, blissfully unaware of what could be coming.
He almost leaped from the hopper when it reached his stop. He ran, boots crunching down the foot-path, until the complex came into view. By that time, he was sucking in air with big, whistling breaths.
A large crowd had gathered in front. He recognized enough of them to understand they were residents from inside. He drew closer and a few people started calling out to him from deeper in the gathered mass. He forced his way inward, towards the voices. People moved aside with dazed expressions. He felt as if he were disturbing a crowd of sleepwalkers. They revealed a small group of people watching him intently.
A woman with very dark skin wrapped in a very bright blanket stood with her three shelter-aged children, each nearly round with layers of thermal protection. She nodded at him, her breath coming out in stuttering clouds of steam snatched by the night. Her family was in the apartment a few doors down from his. They had been out in the hall when Knight Verdaris had arrived.
The young pale-skinned girl standing with them was entirely unconcerned with his presence. She watched the night and crowd around them, her eyes making darting sweeps in every direction, trying to pin something before it could leap at her out of the shadows.
Next to her, a man every bit as round as the children and as dark as their mother wore a heavy coat and a scowl clearly directed at Tendakeo. “You! Where in the tarnished fuck have you been,” the man spat as soon as Tendakeo was in range. “I don’t know what you have going on but—”
“Me? What are you—” Confusion turned to dread. This was it. It had to be. Veshrin.
“The monster was real,” the Atlantican girl said, pale blue eyes huge and almost luminous in the exterior lighting holding back the night. “The screams, the g-g-growling. It happened. Didn’t it?”
“Be at ease, Caramina. We’re safe out here, for now. But you,” She pointed a shivering finger at Tendakeo. “You have explanations for the giving. What were you keeping in your unit?”
Tendakeo took half a step back before he could stop himself. The force in the woman’s presence and the fire in her eyes told him she was ready to attack him if provoked. “W-who are you? What happened?”
The girl turned to him, face red. “Don’t. Don’t pretend you don’t know what the fuck we’re talking about! There’s blood everywhere. Everywhere. I can taste it.”
The uncomfortable warmth that had followed Tendakeo out of the hopper was briefly overwhelmed by the wave of ice that rolled through him.
“There’s a creature, doctor. It’s killing some people in your Father-forgotten unit! We all heard it.” The man pressed forward, his gut protruding beneath the coat. Tendakeo recognized him after a moment. Wema Hadduma, the unpleasant man from the other side of the hallway. “First there was a massive explosion, like a bomb had gone off. Then there was this roar, it was like nothing I ever heard. I felt my skull rattle.”
“That’s when the shooting really started,” the woman said. Her children clutched at her tightly, their mittens gripping fistfuls of the dress peeking from beneath the heavy blanket she wore. Its blue was so startlingly bright in the night it bordered on neon. “I grabbed my babies up, got them bundled, and then we ran. We passed your unit, the door was wide open. I looked inside. Just a glance.”
Tendakeo stepped forward, his heart stuttering. Shooting? Blood? “What was it? What did you see?”
“Blood and light. Golden light that pulsed and flowed like a river over its bed. I didn’t see much else. That was enough. More than enough.”
Tendakeo was frozen in place. He couldn’t feel his legs. Could barely feel the wind against his face or the frost invading his lungs with each breath. Nothing made sense to him. Who were the shooters? Had Veshrin attacked them? Was it his blood?
“Someone called it in, told them everything. But no one has shown up yet.” The mother’s right hand rested on the heads of one of her children on that side, while the other held the third’s face to her thigh. “That was ten minutes ago, now. Maybe they didn’t believe us.”
“It’s real,” Caramina hissed. “It’s real, Sīda Ayoma. Look at his face. He knew about it.”
Tendakeo heard himself speak. His voice sounded hollow and small. “My friend is…sick. Very sick. I didn’t know what was wrong with him. But I was trying to find out. I…I don’t know who those men are. I don’t know what’s happening.”
“Sick? Is it catching?” Sīdus Ayoma’s eyes were hard, and Tendakeo felt she was about to make good on the promise in them. “Are my children safe?”
Catching? Oh, Moons above and tides below, yes it was catching. Give it the smallest opportunity and it would catch you and never let you go. “Your children should be safe. It isn’t airborne, whatever it is.”
Wema poked his chest with one thick finger. “And how do you know that? How sure are you?”
“That’s what the systems said when I analyzed it.”
The crowd around them had shifted at some point. The closest were paying attention while pretending not to. Tendakeo didn’t think it really mattered if they overheard. Everyone knew where he lived.
There was no time to waste.
Wema seized him about the shoulders, as if he had heard Tendakeo’s thoughts. “You analyzed it? So people smarter than you know about this then. What did they say?”
“They said you should stay away from it and anyone who’s had contact with it,” he replied, brushing Wema’s hands off him.
The older man held his hands before him, his face a mask of horror and denial. Tendakeo pushed past him, striding away from his neighbors, who shouted after him, demanding more answers. He headed towards the building. He scrabbled up the stairs, eyes intent on the front entrance.
The lobby and stairwell were empty, as he had expected. He approached the third level with slow, cautious steps as he neared the top. He pushed the hallway door open and stood there, listening.
Beneath his own breathing and the sound of his heartbeat, he heard something that seemed completely out of place. Not many people in Baytūs had had pets growing up, though some people kept medium-sized Elysannati mammals called kolits, with six legs that all ended in small hand-like claws. When they were pleased, they made a low, rumbling sound much like the one rumbling softly through the hall.
Tendakeo was called forth by the sound. When he turned the corner, he knew that the residents hadn’t been exaggerating. Blood splatters covered the floorplates in front of his unit. A puddle of it sat congealing on the threshold, dark red and glistening in the overhead lights.
His skin crawled at the sight. His stomach turned hearing the satisfaction in the purring he could hear between the cracking of bone and wet tearing sounds coming through the unit door. He shivered. A kind of insanity waited for him in that room. He wanted to turn and run, run out screaming into the night, towards the forest. Give himself to the predators and be done with it.
Instead, he took a step forward.
It took both an eternity and no time at all to cross the distance, but eventually he stood in the unit doorway, staring into the darkness. Copper filled his nostrils, and Tendakeo had to resist gagging.
Suddenly the shadows were banished by a wave of golden light tracing a form standing in the middle of the common room. At least three mitras tall. A golden mane hanging from its head. A pair of horns longer than his forearm swept forward, curving up at the ends. A broad, muscular frame covered in armored scales. Its fur-covered lower half had digitigrade legs with feline paws, and a long tail covered in short, dense fur. The head tilted back and a short muzzle emerged from the mane, dripping with steaming blood. At the end of one furry forearm it held what had once been a human torso in its massive right claw, dripping gore and fresh blood.
The light finished spreading. Glowing fur—that wasn’t really fur—began rippling. A wave of heat hit him in the face. The bloody copper scent on the air was subsumed by a wave of something sweet he couldn’t place yet found disturbingly appetizing. He only realized it was looking at him when he noticed three points of light aiming at him from beneath the massive horns and the curtain of hair. The purr, which had risen to such an intensity that Tendakeo could feel it rumbling through his chest, ceased abruptly.
Because he didn’t know what else to say, all other language having fled his mind, Tendakeo called out, “Veshrin?”
The muzzle opened, and a deep, rumbling growl emerged. The thing Veshrin had become turned towards him fully, a foot sending a hollow thud through the room as it struck the floor panel. It leaned forward, taking its weight on its left claw, muscles rippling beneath the brass-like scales.
Tendakeo didn’t move. He couldn’t, really. Fear and fascination had bound him with their conflicting impulses. He wanted to flee from the horror, from the blood and death. From the reality of Veshrin’s actions.
He was held captive by its beauty. The magnitude of the miracle before him and the enormity of its promise had left him stupefied and filled with awe. He stood in the presence of the unprecedented, a pioneer on a frontier no one else had even suspected.
The crack of a joint popping echoed through the room. The creature’s left leg shook, and began collapsing inwards on itself. The flesh itself undulated, and then began shrinking. Sizzling filled the air, and the appetizing scent grew stronger, as did his body’s reaction.
More wet crunching sounds emerged from within the creature. It shrunk in fits and starts. Its left shoulder shuddered, then fell in on itself, the flesh undulating and contracting. Its right claw shook and clenched, each time growing smaller. The fur retracted. Scales fell out and were replaced by smooth human skin. The horns cracked and shed flakes of bone as they shrunk. The muzzle collapsed into the curtain of hair, and moments later a human face emerged.
Veshrin’s much changed but nonetheless unmistakable face.
At some point Veshrin had dropped the corpse he’d been holding. It lay in a pool of blood next to his paws. He looked around, his face fading into shadow as he turned. He shook his head, and fixed Tendakeo with a look. A third eye had grown in the middle of Veshrin’s forehead. When he blinked, the third one followed suit, a horizontal movement that Tendakeo found slightly unnerving.
“What have you done,” Tendakeo asked at last.
“They left us no choice.”